Trust

We as humans can hold multiple things at once.

We actually have to.

A love for the city, and a craving for the suburbs.

The grief of a loss and the joy of a rebirth.

The sacrifice of a dream and the ignition of a new one.

We are complicated, multifaceted and nuanced beings.

We are not one emotion, one thing, or one concept.

We are everything. Yet it can feel like we are nothing.

What is the point of anything? I feel like I am floating with zero direction.

But you are guided. We all are.

It’s about if we trust it or not. If we release the control of where we are meant to go.

During a meditation yesterday, I released the belief that I had no control. Reminding myself that I can change my own life at any moment. Yet this morning I am nudging myself to lean back into a lack of control.

I am right where I am, for reasons I don’t understand yet.

For reasons that become crystal clear but only in hindsight.

So sit in it. Breathe in it. Feel the crisp air blow in with the sirens and city hum.

Trust you are exactly where you are meant to be and one day, you will become.

It doesn’t ever stop, it only keeps going and evolving. Directions you never knew you would head in.

It is all happening, and all you need is to release it and live it.

Go be.